the day has come!

We have our specialist (hereby referred to as my RE - Reproductive Endocrinologist - fancy!) appointment today.  I'm really excited about it actually!  Yesterday I was at lunch with my BFF, Joanna, and we were talking about it and I started to wonder why I'm not nervous.  Truth of the matter is, I feel like the worst case scenario would be for them to tell me that we can't have a baby.  Well, for most women that would probably be traumatic.  For me, I have no attachment to actually carrying and birthing a baby.  I have an attachment to having a family. I recognize that it upsets me when I'm not pregnant, as that is the way we have chosen to initially go about having our family, but adoption is not something that scares me, or something that would have my family be "less than" or something that I wouldn't want to do.  There's many ways to have a family, and I don't think one way is better than any other.  My husband might take some convincing on that, but if they say we can't, then we move to other options.  Regardless of the outcome I'm excited to have some answers.  I'm excited to get a move on, in one way or another.  I'm excited to just know.  Will update after the appointment!  Wish us luck!