The weather here is awesome in the morning and night right now. I love it! I'm excited about the holidays (except Halloween, bc let's get real I despise Halloween...jumping out in masks to scare people is NOT my idea of fun). I'm excited to go do fall adventures with my friends. We're planning a fun fall day with the blonde squad here shortly. Pumpkins (picking, carving, cooking the seeds!), apple cider, hay rides, scarves, pictures with fall leaves...I sound like such a nerd but I'm so pumped! Sometimes I have to sit back and take a look at the people in my life and realize how lucky I am. I have the best friends in the world :)
So...yes, I got all sappy. It's what I do lately apparently. The Clomid hasn't made me crazy in the slightest (ok, except that one time asshat in my office pissed me off, but I don't care much for him in general so I'm going to blame that one on his general demeaner and annoying personality and not the drugs) but it has made me QUITE emotional. Case in point: last night while watching Grey's Anatomy I literally couldn't breathe I was crying so hard. (WHY MARK SLOAN, WHY???????) I'm unsure it's normal the amount I was crying over this. Over a TV show. I even had to text my mom about it:
Me: I already can't handle this
Mom: I know. I don't like new people either
Me: I'm hysterical...damn show
Mom: I guess I'm hard core. Ok, sad, but not as bad as Denny and George
Me: omg I can't breathe
She's probably right...in the grand scheme of Grey's, the deaths of Denny and George were more traumatic (007 anyone??) but I cried more at this one. Because I cry lately. A lot. Yes, I just based my emotional unstability on Grey's Anatomy...just let me. And it's not even that I'm THAT sad...I just can't control the tears :) I'll take it over being megabitch any day! I'm confident Josh agrees.
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